my heart juz ache........

my heart aches even more...juz cant handle it any more....mayb dia bkn utk ku....pd dia aku bkn siape2....aku hnya sorg yg dia knl..tu je..not more than dat....what should i do???usaha??da...byk cre da...but then he seem much farther than b4...mayb dia da de org yg dia mnt la kot....n org tu bkn nye aku...aku kne bgn dr mmp ni...bgn feez bgn.....jgn tlalu tikt perasaan tu.....kau kne sdr spe dri kau tu...jgn nak perasan k...dia bkn utk kau....sentiase ingt tu....

but.....y cant i juz ve a bit of happinest???xckup lg ke pe yg ko dpt slme sbln ni??kau ckup gmbre kn.....ckup2 la tu...bpjak la d bumi yg nyata feez...jgn bia dri tu hnyut lg...jgn bia kn hati tu skt lg....hati kau tu blom ckup kuat tuk trme kkcwaan lg...aku tkt 1 ari nnt kau da xde hati lg da...eemmm pe kau nak wat???kau ingt xspe dri kau tu??ingt2 la cket.....

tp apa slh aku??aku juz mmnti dia je...aku juz mau kn scbis kbhgian...cm org len...emm tp ati aku sgt skt ble dia mgelak dr aku...xpe la feez..trme je knyatan ini.....dia bkn utk mu n kau bkn utk dia...dia hnya pnbt hati mu yg lara sketika cuma...ingt la ada yg lg bek dr mereka2 yg pernah hdir dlm hdup mu....jgn bia kn dri mu hnyut dgn perasaan yg bkn sptt nya mjd milik mu....bia kn dia bhgia dgn cre nye klu bnar kamu mnyayangi dri nya....bia kn dia...

tp knp ari tu dia cm bg hrpan n noe dia juz missing...eemmm sgt xske perasan ni...n the memories keep on coming back...evry little piece of it.............

bia la ku dgn cra ku...kamu dgn cra kamu......

frust???u can say dat...sbb pe??juz feeling like dat..huhuhu mgkin ati dia lom tbkk lg tuk trme org len..n my heart is still not strong enough 2 accept any broken heart yet...maka hati ni merela kn dia pergi tuk mcri bhgia yg len...cpt sgt mglah??bia la korg nak ckp pe pn..tp dri ini n ati ini blom bsedia tuk d kcwa kn lg....klu da syg n ske sngup wat pe sj???mayb tuk sstgh org cre tu bjln...but 4 me i'm not totally agree with it..knp??xtau la...yg byk sgt tny ni npe??bia la...ini dri ku..ini tuk kbhgian dri ku...

kamu...

andai kamu tahu isi hati ini....

aku xakn mcrangi dri mu...

andai kamu trma dri ini,

aku akn bhgia di saat kamu bhgia...

andai kamu sedih,

walau d mna pn,

aku akn tetap ada untuk mu....

andai kamu gembira,

aku akn turut gmbra

walau wktu itu aku sgt terluka...

kamu....

bagi ku kamu terlalu indah buat dri ku...

kamu terlalu sempurna

untuk ku berganding dgn mu...

kamu...

kpnting dri mu tiada bnding nya

dgn kpntingan dri ku....

andai kamu terluka psti dri mu ku rwat dhlu...

kamu.....

ada nya dri mu dlm dri ku walau tnpa pngtahuan mu

aku sdh ckup bhgia dan gmbira...

kamu....

walau sribu kali ku ingin kn dri mu

akn ku tgu dri mu tuk trma dri ku dgn rela mu....

tdk akn ku mmksa dri mu tuk trma dri ku wlau kamu ku ingini......

adakah bahagia itu milik ku........???

waaa~~~ lme da xupdate blog ni...eemm cm byk je yg hapening lately ni.....

1stly, convo....sgt bez la...mle2 tu sgt la cuak n nervous...eemm then ble da on stage tu cm ok la.....sgt bez...tp bley lak ms nak trn dr stage tu nak jth...mlu kot...tp agak nsb bek la tym tu urusetia je yg ada..tumit kast la ni tsngkt kat tnge..huhuhu

yg pling bez ayh n mama dtg...sgt2 la bhgia....rs cm nak ngz je.....mama ayh, diz is 4 u....juz 4 u....org usaha slme ni nak mama n ayh bnge.....i know ur feeling....thankz 4 everything that u guys gve me...love mama n ayh so much...

2nd, hehehe kwn2 yg byk bg support....tuk pe???ada lah...mereka n kuage meke je yg tau....nak tau gak??eemm ley tp juz like dat je k...da tntu la psl dia..tp bkn dia yg ari tu...dia yg br...cpt sgt??eemm ada reason la kot..da dia ada sombody else...xkn nak tgu dia lg kot...juz let it b n move on..tul x??so i move on n jmp dia...

dia cmne???eemmm caring, matang, hrmt org, eemm personaliti dia sgt menarik....dia ada aura...bkn bioauraa k..eemm dia sgt comel ok...(my category...)nak cte lg ke??xya la...bia la org je yg tau..eemm n org2 yg tau...hehe

xtau la ble tingt dia o tgk pic dia o nme dia pn jntung n da degup2 da..huhuhu dup dap dup dap....laju je..n wat org tsnyum je spjg ari..eemm jd gle jap pn tau...hebat kn penangan dia..eemm klu la........apa???sndri mau ingt la...eemm hopping him 4 me..hehe

Hope u found some1 dat can make u crazy without any reason...like he do 2 me..hehehehe

xbyk pe nye yg happening...

kla...gud nyte n sweet dream......moga pe yg kamoo nak akn kamoo cpai wlau dlm mmp......

Amin~~~

~Daaaaaa~

Kenangan terindah.....

Bc tajuk pn da tau kenangan terindah...so mmg indah la...4 fews day ni org g kedah...at 1st agak nervous gak la..then da bhgi kt fmly angkt tu kre ok cket..eemm ada umi, mak tok, tok wan ngn qilla..oh ye skli ngn su...then ms kne jd fesi tu eemm bdbar2 la gak....xpnh2 kn...then ttp kn dlm ati ni nak wat yg terbaek n nak tlg bdk2 ni...alhamdullilah, sume nyer berjaln ngn lncar..sgt sonok gak...tu tuk 2nd n 3rd day kat sne...

then the following day tu ada aerobik n explorace...pe lg skt kaki la...cm xbiase lak kan...nak cover msh lg bertenga knn...tp kaki cm nak tercbt je rs..huhuhu cian kan...nak wat cmner...feez kn ni..huhu so jgn mrh la ye...+ xnak bg org ssh ati....nak2 dia....

dia??huhuhu tbe2 je mncul dia ni...emm pe cte ni feez??hehe dia mncul secara tbe2 je..mula2 tu juz ske tgk dia coz dia cumel...then tah cmner ada lak rs ni...eemm sgt2 ske tgk dia...buat ati org dup dap dup dap....ngn lju nye...eemm tp cm yg b4 gak....wat xtau je...huhuhu xckp pn...but xtau la dia cmtu ngn sume org ke....mjok2 ngn org juz coz of small things....tp dia sgt cumel....cant take him out off my mind lorr...

well kli ni hope jd la pe yg dhrp kn....korg pn doa kn la ye...hehee

0yeah...0yeah....

Hehehe pe yg apy sgt???sbb final ku da bis...bez gle la..hehehe so skng ni tgh plan nak kua ngn bdk2 ni lak..huhuhu

ati ku......kcwa mmg la ada..tp xtau la tbe2 je ble bc status dia tu cm ok cket but still heart broken..tp skng ni..eemm xtau la pe prasaan kat dia..well what eva pn, i still got life 2 live on kn...so xya la nak serabut2 kn ple otak ni nak pk2 psl hal2 yg rumit ni...juz wanna enjoy my life...tu yg pling ptng...so juz enjoy my life 2 da fullest..hehehe hope i will full it wif happinest ye..eemm

hope u guys will fill it 2 da fullest gak k...

~Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~