Kisah da tdo n terjaga.........

Well asl nyer da tdo da..tp tbe2 terjg..pastu tah la..trs xley nak tdo lg da..penyakit tul la..eemm nak ngomong psl pe ea?eemmm xde idea sgt la...huhuhuhu dlm otak ada 'dia' je..eemm dia skng ni rpat ngn org len da..eemm tp at least ari tu da bercakap cket da ngn org..hehehe bez nyer...ske sgt2..hhehehe

Adala ari tu org mkn askem..skli 2 lak tu..emm dia nmpk...n dia cm pndang org semacm je...tp yg ptng........org xpndg dia pn...org tau klu org pndg dia 4 sure la org kne mrh ngn dia kn..hehheehe tp xpe...at least org dgr suare dia n ley berbual ngn dia..eemm gle..sngup kne mrh smata2 nak dgr suare dia n borak nn dia je..tp eemm dia da jrng da nak mek brt psl org...dia lbh mek brt psl org len je skng...eemm psl org, dia juz tgk dr jau je..but still klu ngadu tu msh dlyn gak la..tp cume takat 1 msg je...huhuhuhuhu sdh la...

Bila la org pat borak n gurau2 lg ngn dia ea..eemmmm tgu jela...kte mz, perjalanan msh pjg....msh lme lg nak knl 'dia'.....tp klu keadaan ktorg ttp cm ni smpi bis blja...jwpn dia hrpan nyer tu cm tipis je...bkn cm lg da kot..xde lnsung lg da..eemm tp tu la...heard many things bout him from somebody else...not from him.....so cmner.....ada org yg lg rpat ngn dia even then r not spoken inside of the class..but even i yg kdg talk 2 him inside n outside the class xknl n xtau 'dia' cmner..so how????lu pk la sndri ye....nak binggung da org pk kn nyer...so tlg2 l pk kn nyer...

Skng ni nak try lelap kn mte jap coz ple da mula pusing2 coz xckup tdo...then nak kne bgn awl lg..eemmm tp msh smpt memikir kn tentang 'dia'.......plik la ko ni nuha...hahahhahaha..........

Time ksh la krna sudi baca coretan hati yg tgh bercelaru ni..huhuhhuuuu

~Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

Tolong2!!!

Emmm tah la...ati ni degil la...da byk kali da psn...jgn tetap syg..tp msh gak dia syg kat 'dia' tu...huhuhuhu cm xbez tul la...eemm tp tu la ati..mne dia nak dgr kata lidah n mulut kn..eemmknpe bla lidah n mulut bersatu, ati tetap xnak dgr ea..eemm pikiran nyer pn dia xnak dgr..huhuhuhu so mmg dgil la ati ni..xnak dgr kata lgsung...babap kang br tau..eemm

Tapi ati ni tetap rnd dia...wlu byk kali org larang...cmner nak wat??ada idea xsespe???eemm org klu ley xnak la pk psl ati n perasaan ni wat smntra ni....huhuhuhu org juz nak focus pd target yg org wat on the starting of this semester n degree....i hope ley capai la pe g di hjati..huhuhuhu so cm klu ley xnak la pk bnd2 yg mlibat kn ati n perasaan ni kn..hahaha tp ati n perasaan ni cm xnak cooperate je ngn mind set..huhuhu nak focus...nak focus...nak focus...tp tbe2 cm tingt kat 'dia'...wlu pn cm xde la kipas-susah-nak-mati dia tu..tp kdg ati ni mggu je..xtnteram je ble xtgk dia snyum n gelak..hehe gatal..

Juz told my fren bout dia guy...she give a -ve respond...but really appreciate it...need a -ve response 2 not 2 like n admire him anymore..wanna b free..wanna b happy even when don't ve some1 2 love..juz bkn skng la..nnt2 la ble da kje..hehhe then br ley pk...skng ni xnak!!!kate kn xnak pd feeling2 yg xspatut nyer ada..i'm a student..so act like 1..tp pd spe2 yg ada tu trus kn hbngan anda..bkn pe org juz da terlmpau letih ngn feeling2 ni....sungguh xsuke wat ms skng ni...xnak...xnak...xnak....eemmm

kalau la ada org yg ley tolong kn...sure i want..n klu dia nak mney 4 dat pn...i sngup byr..asl kn i xde feeling 2 tu n i dpt focus on my study...so ada sesiapa bran???hahhaha

Andai kau bhgia ku bhgia..........

Ku rs ari yg cerah dan ceria ni tbe2 bertukar mnjd mendung....

hidup yg slma ini ku salut dgn keriangan

tbe2 menjadi kelam dan sunyi..

tiada lgi gelak tawa ku yg lalu..

tiada lagi diri ku yg lepas..

tiada lagi kehidupan ku yg bahagia..

ku rs diri ku hilang dlm kelam malam yg pekat..

tiada lmpu yg menerangi..

tiada cahaya yg menyinari..

tiada ungas2 malam yg menyapa..

tiada kelip2 yang menemani diri ku kala ini..

ku rasa sunyi...

sesunyi alam yg menyepi..

ku gelisah..

ku resah...

bukan ini yg ku ingini..

ku rnd kn gelak tawa teman2

ku rnd kn chya dr bulan

ku rnd kn lmpu yg menyuluh jalan2 ku..

ku ingin kn teman2 di sisi ku

utk membhgia kn diri ku

wlau sedih

atau gembira

ku ingin kn semangat dan dorongan kalian tuk ku harungi liku2 hidup ini..

teman ku..ku gmbra andai kalian gembira

ku bhgia andai kalian bhgia..

tp aku akn bersedih jika kalian berduka..

kehadiran ku hnya la tuk memasti kn kalian sentiasa bhgia dan gembira...

senyuman kalian pengubat duka ku yg lara.......

Xtau la pe yg terjadi pd ku.......

Emmm ari ni rs cm nak ngz je...xtau la npe tbe2 je...agak nyer sbb da lme xngz kot...lg pn pk my relationship cm ley thn lame tu ptus tgh jln...eemmm tah la..jnji mcm2..tp xtunai kn pn..eemm well agak nyer he is not my other half kot..eemm xksh la nak end ke apa ke...tp at least xley nak ckp ke??nak org cri dia gak ke??da la skng ni cm bz n cm plik2 je ple otak ni...huhuhuhu tah la...yg ni pn not last long...huhuhuhuhuuu npe dia wat org cmni???pe yg org wat??wat appen???

Ssh nak phm lelaki ni...dia nak kt phm dia tp dia xbkk ruang kt phm dia..plus dia xnak pn phm kt..kt je yg kne ikt ckp dia..huhuhuhu adil ke cmtu??xnak la ckp psl adil..t ada yg ptikaikn lak..juz cm dia bkn nak kngc but nak control je..eemm xbez tul..huhuhuhuhu

Emmm maka dgn ini sy mnyata kn yg sy da SINGLE blk tul2...hahaha slme ni tpu2 je...hehehee

Pe pn juz wish i'll find my other half k...

~Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

Sungguh xku sangka.....

Wat the......?????hehe tjuk tu sj je bg gmpak...yg xsngka tu cume ktorg menang men futsal ari sabtu ari tu...1st n 3rd place..hehehe terrer xktorg...mne dtg futsal tu???hehe cte dia cmni...ari sbtu tu ada la famly day yg xcm famly day 4 my cos...so nak di jd kn cte cmner org ley g sne is ktorg kne pakse ngn senior...dorg wajib kn la ktorg yg junior2 ni..eemm so pe lg klaz org yg seramai 95org..lbh krang la...eemm g la...of coz la xsume yg g kn..tp agak rmai gak la yg g..n mmg meriah la ktorg wat tmpt tu...cm ktorg je yg organize...hehe then kat fmly day tu ada la sports...org ajak la bdk2 ni men..so jd la ksh n tercungkil la bkat2 yg terpndam bdk2 ni..terrer gak dorg men...eemm men smpi rmai player ktorg yg injured...so mne yg tgl kne maintain kn tenaga n stamina ngn supaya xcerdera...nak jd cte....men pnya men...xsngka dpt 3rd n 1st place...cmner lak tu??ktorg anta 2 team la..hehehe

Tapi ada gak la bnd yg xbpe nak bez..'dia' cm not talking 2 me...org pn xtau la..emmm cm plik2 la..huhuhuhu but pe pn dat day is not bout me n him..but bout all of us...my classmate...well wlupn xbpe bez coz ada la event2 yg xsdp...tp overall org puas ati coz ktorg mkin rpat...knl mne2 yg xknl...tgr mne yg xtgr.....hehehehee

To all my classmate this semester.....u ll the bez i ever ve...hehe love u guys so much...

Till then guys...