Hati ini bkn milik mu....

Tjuk je da cm org frust kn..hehe mmg frust pn..tp tah la xley nak express dpn2 sume org..so juz me n the blog je tau pe yg bermain dihati ni...cm tsunami da dlm ni..bergelora..tp kne kwl lg la..coz nyer...skng ni tgh final..xnak jd cm sem4 dlu.huhuhu mrana kot ms tu repeated paper psl lovey lovo nye psl..hampeh tul ms tu..

skng ni da blja da dr kslpan ms dlu...dunt eva eva mix personal n study..klu xcmtu la jd nye kn..pdn la kn mke tu...tp skng ni sjk frust ngn arep n adil tu kre cm agak lali la frust ni..eemm g pn yg smlm tu juz my admire je..so cm no much harm done la..juz cm terkjt la..ingt kn dia nak trs pgg prinsip dia yg xnak cpl tym study ni..tp dia pn sme gak..hampeh...alih2 je da de cpl..hhehehe hampeh...byk kli la gne ayt tu kali ni..tp nak wat cmner da mmg hampeh pn..jgn mrh ye pd sspe yg bc ni...hehehe

i still can put a smile 4 my beloved frens here...mereka la yg lg ptng dr dia yg xtau pe akn jd kn..so juz need my fren around me 2 make me happy n enjoy my life....thankz a zillion billion frens 4 staying beside me owez...love u guys much...

try dgr lgu taylor swift tjuk white horse...i will b like her..."this is not a fairy tale, i'm not a princess.."so wake up this is a real world ok feez..when the tym is come he will come...juz think +ve...n dunt let it let u down...eemm

Chayouk...chayouk.....all the bez in life.....

~Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

Kuat kn semangat wahai cik nuha syggg..............

eemm tgh final ni..tp xtau la cm mls je nak study..huhuhu skg ni pn dok on9..smlm je da xstdy pn..blk mkn trs on9..huhuhu pe la nak jd ni..ckp nak achieve target...klu cmni la gye yer..cmner la nak achieve trget tu..eemmm

mntk2 la pas ni ley study tul2 n snguh2...eemm doa2 kn la ye org pat achieve my trget k...

4 now kt ktpi kn dia dlu k...emmm kt pk psl study dlu k...tp cm xley je...dia la yg wat org xley focus study ni...ley lak tbe2 snyum kat org tbe2..n dok msg2 org...waaa~~~~ lena gle tdo mlm td la...smpi bgn lmbt la td..huhuhu 'dia' ni nak kne ni..ley wat bnd yg plik2 la tbe2..huhuhuhu

xley2..kne kuat kn smgat n study ni..huhuhu study2....

wish me luck 4 my final ya u guys...

~Daaaaaaaa~

Dugaan demi dugaan..............

tah npe tiap kali blk sa je..org rs down sgt2...td kat uma punyer la bersemangat nak blk cni nak study tuk final...tp smpai2 je kat cni trs xde mood..huhuhu cmne nak wat ni...xbez sgh...

org rs org tau npe...mayb coz of arep n adil kot...adil.......1 hal...arep lak....1 hal len..emmmm both wat hal...well mayb 4 adil mayb ok la kot cket..tp tu la dia xbgtau org lsung....as i ni spe2 tah..emmm agak2 la...org xnak la kcu life org len kn..so juz tell me...cm la i ni xpat nak accept kn..it's ok if u ve some1 else..sti da pnt nak tgu org kn..n i'm not in the mood of couple rite now..wait till i finish my study...to arep.....no comment..i juz don't understand u..abg wat org cm tah pape tah...slh abg tp abg ckp slh org..so where is the true???pleace la..jgn la wat org cmni...agak2 la..eemm mmg la dia xagak2..coz dia xtau org tgh nak final...ngn dmm nyer...

tp adil....if u got some1 else,y would u still call me syg n still want me???why!!!?????i really hate it when ppl do that 2 me...who do u think i am??ur puppet??ur doll???WHO??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!answer me damn it...make me really piss off rite now to think bout it now..n make me want to puke.....please dun't get near me after this..wont pick up ur call nor rply ur msg anymore.....

klu cmni la keadaan mood org n my mentality rite now...dunno wat will happen to me..hopefully i will do well in final..xnak la org tau i got prob that will effect my study...eemm need 2 get back my mood to do my work n my study...need 2 b really focus...

klu la bley air mata ni nak je jth..tp xnak....xnak org tgk org lemah..i'm not that lemah k..but juz don't mess with me..coz probably i will fire u with sharp word n will hurt ur feeling.....

juz doa kn org ley wat tuk final ni ea....ngn jaya nyer..hopefully 2 get DL or at least 3 pointer above...must achieve my target 4 my parents...want to make my parents proud of me....coz they alli got in this world..juz my family...very important 2 me.....

till then....

~Daaaaaaaaaaaaa~

Mama n ayah ku.....................

emm tgk tjuk pn cm da plik2 kn..huhuhu tu la yg sdg bermain di pkran org skng ni..huhuhu andai bley ku pergi jau dr tmpt ni n menenangan kn minda yg tgh serabut ni la...sti bez gle kn..huhuhu ngn nak final ni...tbe2 cm byk la assgmnt..ngn test nyer..ley lak men tnguh2..huhuhu need a place to calm down..n now there is no perfect place than home to calm down..beside my beloved famly....lepaking wif my mom story mory lme2 tu la ubt yg pling mujarab..nak bring on her lap...nak kcu2 mama...nak skat2 mama..huhuhuhu rnd nyer mama...rnd ayh gak..sorry mama n ayh, org smbg deg ni org jrng sgt2 blk uma..got no tym la..but i promise i will make it on this friday....really need 2 c u n ayh..pengubat sgla mslh dlm dunia ni..

org sti ingt lg nshat mama soh jgn cpl2 lagi pas ptus ari tu..u the bez mom...apa pn yg org wat i will told u..n u never eva mrh...tah la..juz ngn mama org ley kongc pape je..but even that, i xsngup nak kngc my sadness wif u...don't 1 u 2 b sad coz of me..juz 1 u 2 b happy wif me..bia la org ada mslh dunia pn...klu slgi org rs org ley diam kn from u i will diam...but if i can't, i juz xtau la mama...xsngup nak wat mama sedih..da la ktorg sume jau from u..eemm xkn nak blk cte bnd yg wat mama ssh ati kn..org harap sgt mama xsdh ngn org..n 4give me coz lme sgt xblk uma...been very2 bz la mama dear..huhuhu

tp on friday ni i will b coming home..so juz beware...coz i'm not telling u that i'm coming back..it a surprise...as usuall..hehehe org xjht la mama org nakal je..cm yg mama knl..

kli ni psl mama lak ye..eemm nak wat cmner...rnd yg amat sgt da mnguasi diri...need 2 be healthy nak blk ni....xley nak btuk2 o sebarang skt2...t mama risau...n i feel really berdosa..huhuhuhu

ok now i going back to my study...can't wait till this friday to meet my dearest mother..love u very2 much mama....my degree is 2 make u proud of me..n to ayah too...ni je yg org ley bls wat semtra wktu ni...nak sara mama ngn ayah lme lg kot..cm nak smbung lg pas ni..i'll make u proud my family...especiall my mom n dad...bdk nakal ni akn wat mama n ayah tersenyum bangga...that is my promise...huuuhu nak ngz lak ble wat vow ni...eemm so da wat vow ni kne la wat tul2...jgn men2...capai target n make them happy ye dear nurhafizah....remenber ur promise...never eva let it down....

mari la kt capai kejayaan sama2 tuk melihat org tersayang kt tersenyum bangga ngn kita...mereka xingt kn yg len selain melihat kt berjaya......

Memang xjngka langsung la....

Smlm kua ngn bdk2 ni...az,azne, atul ngn mus (eno)....eemm mmg meriah...ingt juz kua sj2 nak g karok..eemmm mle2 g kat ne tah..mhl gle..then g kat klang parade...eemm mek 3 jam...gle la...org blnje lak tu...sonok...bntai nyanyi xingt la....dlm tu je org mek 1 port kat ats sofa tu..not on but up..huhuhuhu cmner tah nak trang..pndi2 sndri la phm ye..eem then tbe2 azne n atul kua..kte nye...kte nyer la kn, nak g bli air..lme gle lak tu..cm plik gak la..pe la yg dorg ni wat...wat air ke g bli air...wondering gak la..eemm so tgl la org az ngn mus kat dlm blk tu..hehehehe ktorg bntai lgu xingt la..eemm dangdut, rock pe lg ea....lme sgt dorg g smpi org ngn az ley gelek nynyi lgu inul..hahahha eno tgk pn dia glak..agak enjoy la gak..

then atul n azne pn blk..tp xde air nyer..ckp li air..tp plstik pn xde..so xpe la..trs kn la nyanyi nyer..huhuhu tbe2 ada org da tny nak bwk msk skng ke...msk skng???pe tu...mmg plik gle la tym tu...skli, dia tolak troli msk...terkejut gle la...ada kek blackforest....sdp gle..da la tgh lapa..eemm plus mmg terasa nak mkn kek la..sonok sgt2...it's a surprise bday pary..arrange by atul n azne..thankz u guys....luvu guys alot2....hehehe xpnh org wat cmtu....bez2....

az yg tgh kesejukan...

aku yg tgh mkn kek yg sdp...

atul n kek...

the kek...

Emmmmm..............

Ada kah perangai org smlm yg mnyepi n xtgr org tu wat org len mrh???eemm tp nak wat cmner...totally not in the mood smlm tu....eemm smpi dia pn cm not satisfy ngn perangai org smlm..eemm then should i juz b happy, smile n laugh even though i'm totally not in the mood..klu org in the mood pn lom tntu korg nak ckp ngn org kn..eemm juz left alone..tp still i terasa skt ble dia cm mrh gak kat org ble org snyp n xberckp sgt..it;s not i'm making faces towards yuo guys..really2 sorry for that...i apologies for my behavior yesterday..eemm org xsdr lak korg akn terasa ble org snyp cmtu..n andai la korg rs pe yg ada kat dlm dri ni skng ni..xtau la...lots of things that i feel..but i kept it with me..skt kot..n even ley jd gile...

So ubt nyer..org tersuke lak kat sorg ni..so dia la cm pe org ckp sbgai pghibur ati..eemmm pengubat ati yg lara..cewah...bg org jela..bg dia xkot..tp tah la...org cm terperasan yg few days ni dia cm pndg2 org..dr ari tgk selase ari tu...eemm dia mmg pndg o org juz perasan???eemm tp ms tu cm org pndg dia..n dia curik2 pndg org...ms bertembung mata wlau sejekap pn..jntung ni dup dap dup dap..huhuhuhu laju je rs..luruh gemuruh n segala ruh la..huhuhuhhu skng ni pn jntung ni don dup dap dup dap xenti2..ble ingt ble tym tu.huhuhu mama tul ke pe ygorg lihat ni??even td pn dia curik2 pndg org..tp ms org dok sbris n mblkng kn dia dia tkar posisi lak..ms b4 tu dia msh lg curik2 pndg org...uwwaaaa......sbr la wahai ati...bkn skli 2 tau dia pndg org..tp byk kli..eemmm luruh jntung ni..cmner tah ley terpgil dia syg lak td..tp dlm ati je la..seb bek..klu la dpn2 dia..sure da mlu gle...eemm dia pn pndg org td..like sgt2.....

Moga bnd ni ley wat org tersenyum terus wlau ada mslh yg menimpa..dia ada la penawar bg duka lara org...ubt di kala org kesedihan...

What hapening.....................................................

What the hell la...mood br je nak ok blk...tbe2 lak ada org wat taik kn...cm haram la...trs xde mood blk..mle la aku nak mbbl ni..huhuhu babi tul..kn da kua da..eemm xske gle ble xde mood ni...sume bnd xjd..grm nyer....xske gle la..agak2 la klu nak smbur org pn kn...jgn la kat public..ingt aku ske2 je ke nak wat cmtu..ingt aku nak tikam org sndri ke???sorry cket ye...klu xknl spe nurhafizah mohammed salleh jgn nak pndai2 je wat spekulasi...jgn smpi org len yg wat hal org len yg kne ngn aku..plez la kliu takat dia tu aku nak wat kontroversi...xpyh k...dia tu aku angap juz as abg je...not more then that..less then that yes..coz sometimes he is not acting like a brother but as a little brother..n i used to be a big sister to anyone that know me...even he/she is much older than me..i'm who i'm ok...don't argue with me...n u r messing with the wrong person ok...ingt aku lahap sgt ke nak kt i=org yg aku tau2 ske kwn aku sndri??n at the same tym kwn aku tu pn ske kat dia.....so klu xknl...jgn judge...aku ckup pntang ngn org cmtu...klu kat lua ko nak pndg smcm kat aku...sila kn ...aku xley nak halang..korg bkn adk2 aku o ank2 aku yg aku ley lrang2...ko ada hak korg sndri..but do remember once i dislike some1 i won't never like that person again..even i have to it will take a very long tym...

Aku xtau la pe slh aku smpi cmni jd nyer...tiap bnd yg aku wat sti slh...aku xtau la...tlg la spe2 yg ley tlg...aku snyer nyer xsngup lg nak dok kat cni...ni br starting of my life...tp aku rs bgtu down skng ni....aku xde smngat nak wat pape...even berkwn...coz aku tkt ngn khdran aku aku akn break org len nyer frenship yg da lme ada...aku xnak....aku tau cmner rs nyer.....agak nyer aku ni mmg dtkdir kn xya berkwn kot..sume yg ada kat aku akn aku skti tnpa aku sdr...aku xtau la knp..eemm aku xtau...dr dlu smpi skng ni aku jd tkt nak dkt ngn org...bkn xde keinginan tp xbrni..tu yg skng ni aku jd pndiam n xsceria aku yg dlu...aku juz ingin kn sorg tmn yg sngup bssh sng ngn aku....ckup la sorg...akng ni aku jd org yg sgt bhati2 ble bkata2...smpi aku da xreti nak bg nasihat kat org...aku da jd len..aku perasan sendri..n even kwn aku sndri ckpo yg aku kat lua n kat uma len sgt2...aku jd org yg berbeza..what is happening????i da xtau da....i don't even know my self anymore...................

Waaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~

Waaaaaaa~~~~~~ tersgt la happy nyer...ada dinner td..n mle2 tu kindda xbez la coz xdok 1 meja ngn dia..but..then belaku sesuatu yg org sndri xjngka..what is it??hehehehee tah dr mne dtg nyer kyakinan tuk org ajak 'dia' bergmbar sme..jeng..jeng..jeng....so maka dgn e2,ada la pic ktorg ber 2...wlu pn jau..tp i likee.....coz pic tu ktorg ber 2 je..eemm td 'abg' ada ckp kwn la dlu..perjlnn kt msh pjg..mgkn lme2 t ley rpat ke..eemm org xksh pe yg dia ckp ms tu...yg ptng...perkara yg xdi sangka tu berlaku...org pn cm xsngka sgt2..hehe n org byk interframe pic dia..hehehe bia..org ske pic dia ada pic org skli...

Ya Allah!!!!angau nyer aku skng ni..eemm xtau la...'dia' ley wat org jd gile sklip mte je....sgt2 ske tym tu..n sgt2 xske tym dia rpat ngn org len...sguh self-fish nyer org ni..hehhe he is not mine...but yet i feel like that..i don't want it to b like that..i want 2 b a reasonable person...a very flexible person..a person yg xwat dia rs terkongkong ngn perangai org..hehehe i think dia cm perati kn org 2 nyte...org yg xrti dok diam...asyk ngn cam je..eemm n asyk nybuk je..hehehhehe sonok ble dia perati kn..hehe dia even ada tenung org td..but like usual i look at 'abg'...heheehhe ble la ms nyer org nak rpat ngn dia ni..eemm

Xpe2...like 'abg' said, ms msh pjg lagi..so take tym..n even my fren ada ckp yg 'dia'xnak cpl tym blja..hehehe like him so much but yet i can't get hold of him..emmm wat a terrible feeling i feel rite noe..i kindda hate but at the same tym i like this feeling..hehehe i juz wanna him 2 notice me...n i wanna us 2 b close..eemm he is a strength 4 me 2 struggle with my study..he is the bullet in mre..he is a drug 2 me...he is a sweet 2 my heart.....tgk...da ter english da blog ni...gara2 xley nak cntrol my feeling la ni..huhuhuhu

Skng ni pn tgh terawan-awangan ni..nak2 teringt peristiwa td...dgr lgu hindustant lak tu..eemm mmg menarik la hati ni....asyk terbyng2 je peristiwa bergmbr tu..seblh2 je..rs dia cm dkt je..n my heart is racing that tym...so damn laju..hehehe terasa cm menari2 je lgu2 hindustand ni..hehehe klu la xde prg dlm blk ni...mmg da lme da menari2 n ske2 sorg2..hehehe soooo likeeee that moment.....sgt2 la ske...hehe jgn mrh ye....this tym nyer blog byk psl td..heheehe

with my fren

bj dinner td...heehhehe

Juz nak korg doa kn yg 'dia' ve the same feeling like mine..n hope i'll be his n he b mine...hehehe wish 4 me k...

I do wissh that u will b with some1 u like n love...

~Daaaaaaaaaaa~