Kesedaran ku untuk kamu....

setelah 2 eh 3 eh 4 eh tah la bpe ari stdy cm nak mti tuk paper fizik...tbe2 rs cm xde mood nak stdy tuk paper chm yg sume org ckp paper killer n my core paper...4 jam kdit hour tu..jgn men2....jth cket effect dia sgt bsr ouh  to my carrymark..gila la..huhuhu but yet, the feeling of it (malas tahap gaban nak mati) sgt la menebal..n coz of dat, i wasted my whole day by watching movie (sorry abg wan) playing da internet (sorry yein) tdo all day (sorry mama n ayh)...

tbe2 tersedar pada 1 ketika yg i'm really wasted it...damn!! xgne nyesal skng fiza...pe yg ko ley wat skng ni adalah pulun cm nak mati paper ni cm ko pulun paper fizik...capai pe yg ko target..jgn angan2 tahi aym je...t jd ayam lak...so now is da tym to shut down da laptop n start studying...4got bout evrything else...termasuk dia...ko tu xde spe2 pd dia..so juz 4get bout it...bia la rs itu sndri..jgn dikcu dia..ble smpi ms nye ko akn jmp ngn jodoh ko...ko msh muda okeh (yeay..i'm still young) so ms ko byk lg..gne kn tuk enjoy life ngn kwn2 n fmly..tu yg terbaik...cinta cintun ni ltak tpi dlu...well if read diz...if la kn..hurmm i xkn kcu ur life lg...if u feel u need me, u noe my number rite...u noe where 2 find me...ouh bout ur jaket, t ipass kat abg wan...bout da meeting, up 2 u..klu rs nak jmp msg la...klu xi nak blk uma..jmp my mom,dad, adik2, kakak, abg n my kronie...misses them so damn much n its like a hell here without u guys..

ketika tersedar ini ms msh lom terlalu lmbat tuk org stdy n pulun habis2an tuk my final....dats is my future now...i wanna 2 get my target....study smart n hard fiza...

u can do it..go..go...

remember mama n ayah love u more than any1 else...

don't let them down.....

do it 4 them....

u da 1 will graduate 1st wif degree in hand...

xksh la pe yg jd skng..

yg ptng make them proud of u..

bdk pling nakal dlm fmly ley berjaya dgn cemerlang...

yeay...mama ayah..diz is 4 u guys...

love both of u so much....

<3

Specially dedicated to my MASAM....

I MISS U SO DAMN MUCH MASAM...

with all my heart...

but my study keep u off my mind 4 a while..

sorry n tq...

Itu kamu.......

kamu,

sering sahaja membuat jantungku berdegup lebih laju dr norma nya..

sering sahaja buat ku terawang-awangan...

sering sahaja membuat diri ku resah dan gelisah...

sering sahaja membuat diri ku lebih bersemangat dari biasa...

kamu,

yang terindah dalam hidupku..

yang membuat diriku kini adalah aku..

yang bisa membuat diriku lena dengan mimpi-mimpimu..

kamu,

hadir saat ku tidak percayakan cinta lagi..

hadir dengan membawa cahaya..

hadir berserta senyuman diwajah mu...

kamu,

membuat diriku tertunggu dirimu....

membuat aku resah dalam ketenangan...

membuat duniaku kembali ceria walau tanpa sedar mu...

kamu,

serungkai kasih buatmu...

seutas rasa buatmu...

selaut sayang buatmu...

sedakap kasih sayang buatmu...

seisi alam cinta untukmu...

sehari dan sehari lg...

bertambah lg sehari tnpa nya dlm life aku..life??huh!!drastik sguh..emm well wat eva pn dia xde hari2 ini...bosan??rindu??sepi??hnya aku je yg tau rs nye..so pe yg kau kesah kn..sgt rindu..sgt need his voice n spirit 4 my final..juz a luck wishing is fine 4 me...

sekian saja tuk ari ni..

gud luck ye cik fiza..

erkk feez..

emm lady nuha..

n miss nurhafizah..

all da bez 4 ur final....

Dan sehari lagi...

ahh bgtu seksa nye tnpa diri nye tuk sehari lg

terasa kekosongan dan kesnyian...

nak kaco dia??

emm xnak la..dia bz stdy..

so bz kn diri anda dgn stdy gak...

sdg..

tp sering kali dia bermain di minda

alahaii..

parah da ni..

bersabar la..

kjp je lg..

then da ley kaco dia blk da..

struggle 4 ur final okeh..

nek kan pointer..

cpai target yg da wat..

gewd luxz gedixx..

gewd luxz syg ku..

syg u sgt..

muaahh..muahh..muaahh...muaahhh...

love u..

Sehari lagi....

ala hai....sehari lg tnpa diri nye...

tnpa usikan dan rajuk nya...

sehari lagi hati ini merindui diri nya...

npe la rnd sgt2 kat dia cmni skli...akibat ari jmat ari tu ke??

well rnd bertndang takala test n final menjelang..mntk la ley stay focus kat stdy....

huhuhu syg2...ske wat org rnd la....

sgt2 lak tu..

2.22a.m....

org send msg rnd sgt2...

tu je xde bnd len...

plik kan...

td bc msg lme2..terbkk....

so bc jela...teringt tym2 dpt msg2 tu....rnd sgt2 tym tu....

huhuhu but miss him even more...

i miss u like crazy masam...

xtau la npe...

b4 diz xde la miss like diz crazy....

agak nye syg tu mkin lme mkin tbal kot..

eh syg tebal ke??emm skati la..pape je..

pe pn imysdm syg....

n ilysssmnm.....

Kryptonite ku......

ahhh benci tul ble rs rindu menguasi diri ni...rs cm 1 kje pn xley nak wat....dia lak akn bz esk n da tntu2 nye aku xley nak kcu2 dia nak gyut...msti la dia nak spend tym ngn mak n ayh dia kn.....hurrmm tp tula td takdir telah menyerempak kan kami....wlu dr jau je nmpk n tgk, tp rnd ttp terkesan dihati....

hurrmm npe perlu rs rnd ni mncul ni??bkn ni yg aku nak tym2 nak final ni....rs cm nak hmbur kn sume nye ngn air mata je....rs rnd, terharu ngn my sis smlm, mrh..sume ada.tp yg tebal skng ni is rnd my kryptonite.....sgt2...huhuhu i need u my kryptonite....xpsl2 je dia jd my kryptonite....tp tul la wat pe yg org ckp, dia bgai kn my kryptonite...ble dkt i felt so weak...but ble jau lg la weak org jd..cm skng ni...huhuhu sgt2 nak dia...rs cm nak hug, kiss call dia je ni...really2 need him...his voice....emm syg i rnd u sgt...

benci tul rs rnd ni....rs cm nak pecah je dada ni ngn rnd yg membuak2 ni....huhuhuhuhuhu

pergi la rindu....pergi la...

oh angin bawa la bisikan rindu dan sayang ku pada nya...

semoga dia tau bhwa aku merindui dan menyintai diri nya sentiasa....

i syg u sgt2...

love u....

miss u...

need u.....

U r my kryptonite....

Aaaah...kryptonite n superman mmg xley nak psh kn...cmtu gak la dia bg aku..dia bgaikn kryptonite pada diri ini...aaiihhhh pngruh smallville la ni...tp xtgk sgt pn....cuti ni la tgu dwnload cte tu n tgk puas2..hehe ouh lpe kan kjap psl smallville tu ye..emm tp tu la dia bgai kan kryptonite pada ku...eh da tkr aku ke??emm pape jela ye..

when u close 2 me i feel weak..i feel your strength...i feel ur heat..i feel ur coolness..i feel everything bout u...weak but i like being close 2 u...u r my strength...uikk???bkn klu dlm cte superman kryptonite wat dia lmah sgt2 ke??emm lbh krng cmtu gak la tuk org..

emm then when i was far from u, i felt much more weaker than ever...needed 2 be close 2 u..but needed 2 be away from u..aahh i dunno...u juz my strength n my weakness..but i really 1 u..hahaha okeh bdk ni da sgt gtal ye...

klu da cmni nak ckp cmner lg ea??penawar n penguat...penguat??cm pelik je bnyi nye..huhuhuhu ok la pape pn i want 2 sleep n dream bout my kryptonite ye... nytes all..

miss u so much my kryptonite..
love u more n more every day....

Lalala

...because i love you...

tekanan jiwa!!!!!!!!!!

huh??npe??sbb kje byk xingt...da berminggu ngadapp lab report yg tah pape ni..xtauu gak nak wat dia...damn...huh, xley mncrut..opss...

ok sgt tertekan n sgt la skt ple..bgn2 ngadap lptop...tdo tah kol bpe..xtahan da ni..cpt la bis sem ni....cpt la anta lab report..cpt la present..cpt la jmp dia..erkk jmp dia??oh yg tu xnak cpt..tkt huhuhu tah pape je aku ni la..

ok tym tuk tdo..nyte2...

Budak Masam.......

Masam..tu pngilan br ku tuk dia..hehehe dr msg mle2 org pgl dia masam dia sgt la bising..dia mrh la kot..tp sj je lg ske pgl dia cmtu..sj wat dia mrh.haha

sgt nakal ye org ni..td pn call dia dia ngomel org pgl dia masam..emm smpai mjok2 la gak dia td..yet org still usik dia lg..emm npe ea??syg ke??tah la..mmg la aku syg dia ngok tul la cik nuha ni..huhuhu kan da kne mrh..emmm dia ckp td ada bnd nak story kat org..agak scary gak la..huhuhu wat org dbar2 je la..cbe la jgn ckp awl2..ckp la ble da bis final t..emm tp mntk2 la org lpe..ye cik fiza...lupa kn yg dia ckp ada bnd yg dia nak story tu..coz nnye t xley nak tdo..ko tu bkn nye ley pk byk2 pn...eemm

huhuhu skng ni sgt2 la bz..ngn asgmnt..prsentation..ngn test..ngn nak final lg..xstdy lg tuk final lg ni.huhuhu tah ble la nak stdy nye..emm hopefuly org ley wat final ni...emm n plez la jgn kcu dia..cian kat dia ea..emm

t klu smpt org update lg..tp xtau la ble..coz skng ni tersgt2 la bz..emm :(

All my life...

By K-ci and Jojo...

Baby (x11) 
I'm So Glad... 
I Will Never Find Another Lover 
Sweeter Than You 
Sweeter Than You 
And I Will Never Find Another Lover 
More Precious Than You 
More Precious Than You 
Girl You Are.. 
Close To Me You're Like My Mother, 
Close To Me You're Like My Father, 
Close To Me You're Like My Sister, 
Close To Me You're Like My Brother 
And You Are The Only One My Everything 
And For You This Song I Sing.... 
All My Life 
I Prayed For Someone Like You 
And I Thank God 
That I..That I Finally Found You 
All My Life 
I Prayed For Someone Like You 
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too 
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too 
I'd Send You All That I'm Thinking Of........Baby 
Said I Promise To Never Fall In Love With A Stranger 
You're All I'm Thinking Of 
I Praise The Lord Above 
For Sending Me Your Love 
I Cherish Every Hug 
I Really Love You 
All My Life (Ohhhh..Baby, Baby) 
I Prayed For Someone Like You 
And I Thank God 
That I...That I Finally Found You 
All My Life 
I Prayed For Someone Like You 
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too 
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too 
You're All That I Ever Know, 
When You Smile All My Face Always Seems To Glow, 
You Turned My Life Around, 
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down, 
You're All That I've Ever Known, 
When You Smile My Face Glows 
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down 
Say...You're All That I've Ever Known 
When You Smile My Face Glows 
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down 
And I Hope That You 
Feel The Same Way Too 
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too 
And All My Life 
I Prayed For Someone Like You 
And I Thank God 
That I..That I Finally Found You 
All My Life 
I Prayed For Someone Like You 
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too 
All My Life 
I Prayed For Someone Like You 
And I Thank God 
That I ..That I Finally Found You 
All My Life 
I Prayed For Someone Like You 
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too 
(Fading) 
And All My Life 
I Prayed For Someone Like You 
And I Thank God That I...That I Finally Found You..... 

Gave to someone that really special in my life..

This lyric really shown out my heart..

*ouh juz ignored the girl part up there ye...

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J3aLoUsy......

eemmm klu da nme nye gurl still ada rs tu wlu stgar mne pn hati n perasaan tu tul x??prasaan pe korg tny?sti la jealousy nye feeling tu..huhuhu sy xsgt jlez tp ada la byk dr cket cket rs tu okeh...well tnmpk smting yg sgt2 xbez tuk dpndg n dbc..eemm ati da debar2 je bc..nak wat cmner kan...klu da syg kat org tu, then bnd cm ni happen ati tu sdkt sbyk sti trs gakxxx..huhuhu ssh nye jd gurl ni..sume bnd nak rs...nak touching2...eemm nak sntap2..ni bkn mgluh ea..tp ni adlh emm ikt ske korg la nak pk apa...yg psti xnysal yg dri ni mmg gurl...cume rs2 smpingan yg ada tu wat org jd grm ngn dri sndri je..huhuhu 

bia la rasa tu dtg n prgi sbntr lg..skng ni ms tuk rehat..nak tdo...t nak bgn nak stdy sbjek len lak...mngu ni je test bdret2...ari kmis,jmat,ahad n isnin...huhuhu pning sdh!!xckup tdo gara2 nak sit 4 juz now nye test...tdo purata 3jam kot..eemm slbh nye bjg stdy,stdy n stdy..klu mama n ayh dgr n tau ni sure dorg happy gle kan...so to them 'mama, ayah,org stdy mlm td..hehehe tul...xtpu nye la...' 

okeh nyte2...sweet dream..moga org mmp indah gak mlm ni.... slmt mlm syg ku....

ape kebendanye tu....???

okeh td wktu menunjukkan tepat kol2.45 a.m....lme org xgle tpat..slalu rounding kn je..hehe mls nak pk nye psl..wat appen??angker korg tau x..huhu tgh2 dok stdy smbl lyn ple yg gelong ni..pusing2 bak nek menara taming sari (cheh ckp cm pnh nek je)..ni sume gara2 air nescafe mocha...since org xmnum air nescafe kaw2...n ptt ny e mmg xley nak mnum tp gtal nak try gak..ooiii!! ko sdr x yg ko tu ada test ctu yg memerluN otak ko tuk mghfal sgla bnd??huhu dgil tul kn..da tau xley mnum mnum gak..akibt nye ple org pusing2 1 ari..ni nescafe mocha je..klu la nescafe yg ori tu mau xley angkt ple ni.... moral of da story JGN GTL2 NAK MNUM NESCAFE LG OKEH!!! sbrng jnis mnuman yg ada kaffein....pdan la mke tu skt ple..

tp oleh krna test mlm t, n xtdy pape lg ni dok la gghN dri ni stdy gak..at least notes yg berguna okeh..esk ley bc je..wwee~~ tp klu pning gak cmner nak hfl..n jgn jdN bnd ni 1 alsan ble xscore..spe soh gtl g mnum...huhuhuexsprment knn....skng ni spe yg mrna??sndri kan??pdan muka skli lg..uuwwwaaa~~~

owh lpe nak bgtau pe yg angker nye...ley lak dgr org tgh menyankul kat lua ni...ok ni bkn kat uma mlk orite..tp ni kat s.alam...kol2.45a.m. ada org mnykul....pe kejadah nye kn..nak tgk mmg cnfrm la org xbrni...sgt pnkut ok...then wat xau je..but still ms taip ni still dgr bnyi tu..huhuhu apa kah??

wish la me luck 4 my test t..sgt2 cuak...br nak stdy...laz2 minit lg...ko mmg cmtuN fiza oii....