L0vely............

A word can make it happen.................

"Anak ikan anak biawak, saya suka awak....

Sungai penuh ikan puyu, i love you.....

Lepak sungai tangkap katak, awak rindu saya tak??

Main lumpur tepi paya, awak sayang saya??

Lepak-lepak makan mee, you miss me??

Hari jadi sambut sakan, awak sayang saya kan??

Tangkap ikan tepi paya, hati saya simpan yer....."

was sent 2 me by him........

on 28/06/2010 at 12.40 p.m.......

juz 4 u...

sgt2 la rnd kat dia...

ku ingin kn dia d cc ku tuk menemani ku di kala ku sndri..

ku ingin kn dia dikala ku berduka...

ku ingin kn dia di kala ku gembira...

ku ingin kn dia di kala tiap detik n wktu ku..

krna dia la di ati ku..

dia la penawar duka ku...

dia la penceria hidup ku....

ku ingin kn dia...........................

Wwwweeehuuu..........

Sangat2 aku xsngke la......

korg pnh rs tgn gigil2 xms dpt msg....tgn n kaki sejuk cm korg kat ktub utara...(ckp cm pnh g sne je kn) eemm n then jntung korg bdegup sgt laju...smpi xde rntak lg...nak ikt rntak pn korg cm da xfollow...eemm bnd ni happen kat org smlm...mmg sgt terkjt la...dlm 1 ari tu org ley tkjt byk kli tau..br nak btng da rs blk...huhu episod yg sgt mndebar kn...nak2 org yg wat kt rs cmtu org yg kt ske n syg..syg...........hehe sgt mlu ok tym tu...dpkse nyata kn perasaan org thdp dia..eemmknp la jd cmtu...n it was out of nowhere....lg la cm tkjt...eemm ayt dia yg org xley lpe.... 'awk ske sy ye'.....pehhh mmg la kn lwy wat org skt jntung bc..org yg bc ni da terjrt2....ble bgtau mak ngn ad lg la kn dorg tu..hehe msing2 nak tau story nye...so of coz la tuk mereka2 yg mgikuti n slalu mnshti org org akn story ngn dorg....yg pling xley blah tu ble story ngn mak..terjerit2 la ktorg kn..hehe

eemm dia....dia...nme???xley nak reveal skng...coz lom cnfrm lg...dia juz tau my feeling 2wrds him..but dia lom bg kptsan lg...so kne la tgu dia kn...coz jwpn kat tgn dia...tp dia ckp dia xjnji pape ngn jwpn dia...eemm cmner tu???ve 2 think yg -ve kn..so cm xpe la...rs lega ble da ckp ngn dia bout my feeling....rs cm xde la bnd yg sgt bsr kat dada ni lg..huhu pe nye seksa ske org dlm diam kn...kne snyp je..then da ckp ni da ok..da ley bnfs ngn nrmal da..hehe sgt ske kat dia la...mle2 ske tgk je...then ske...n then i fall in love with him...n mlm td i fall in love wif him more n more..hikk....

apa org nak ckp ngn dia ble dia call org smlm???huhuhu sgt2 la shocking tau...tbe2 je..eemm sore dia sgt comel..sti la org sgt happy kn ble dia call smlm...4 da 1st tym..eemm then sti la rs cm nak jrt2 n glak2 sume tu kn....dia ley pasan suare org glak...OMG!!! dia tu jgn la tny...da of coz la sbb dia call org..tu nsb bek org xjrt tym dia call tu..sgt gle...sgt ske tau tym tu...tlg la phm akn situasi n akn condisi hati ni tym tu....u ni pn....xsian kat i ke???da la u wat i dmm..ni u tny lg...trs dmm kang haa..u gak yg ssh ati..tp i ske..hehe ngada tul org ni kn...sgt2....hahahaha xpe..let me b happy 4 a while....i really love u tau x...sgt2

tp ble msg2 ngn atul...tbe2 tpk da bersedia ke org nak hdpi bnd ni lg??m i ok ngn bnd ni...how m i going 2 face it???huhuhu jd tkt lak....xtau la npe...but 2 me dia sgt baik...nak bnding ngn org kn..spe la org ni...who m i???eemm mcm2 peresaan akng ni dlm dri org..sgt xcye pd dri sndri skng ni...tp juz by remembering him make me smile....make my day happy...make me wanna sing..make me wanna dance..make me love him even more..cmne ni????!!!!pe la yg nak jd kat org ni....sgle prsan bercmpr baur skng ni....

hhaaiihhh.............juz i got enough heart 2 b hurt again...hopefully if diz tym klu hurt pn xde la skt sgt..eemm we r fren 1st 4 now...s0e..............tgu je ye perkembangan sterusnye....hehe

kenapa kenapa n kenapa....tp pelik la.....

eemmm persoalan yg aku msh xpat nak rungkai kn...pe dia???bnd ni ada kaitan ngn telo...aku selalu tertny2 npe org ske mkn telo...tp pd aku...pd aku la...xtau la klu kat org len...bnd ni pn sbb ada prstwa yg blku...tu yg jd cmni....bnd pe...blku pe....huhuhu lpe lak...bnd ni tu aku xske mkn telo....blku pe???da ckp da.....xske mkn telo...tp ada telo yg msh mkn...ok telo yg sdg kt perkata kan ni ada lah telo aym semata2 ok...xde kaitan ngn telo brng...telo penyu...telo ikn...telo...pape la telo yg len slen telo aym tu..huhuhu

ok kt kat ner???da jau lak ye merapu..huhuhu sti cm mls je nak bc kn..eemm tah pape je kan...ok merapu lg...cte jela kan...cte??bkn cte la..tp persoalan yg sdg bermain d pkran pg2 buta ni...npe org ske mkn telo???ada yg ckp telo tu sdp...sdp ke???n ada lak tu yg mkn telo mnth2....ok uweekk.....mne plastik....huhuhu gross ok...

so pe yg bez nye telo ni????well len org len pndpt dia kn...so kt xley la nak petikai kn sesuatu yg objektif....cm telo....hehe tbe2 lak isu telo kua kan..klu xslalu nyer psl perasaan...feeling...cinta...suke...frust...eemm lovely luvely je sume..sti da bosan nak bc da kn..hehe

so ada apa dgn telo???pk2 kan la ye..n renung2 kn la.....xslh pn ske mkn telo...diz is a free country...so sume org ley mkn telo klu ke..n xmkn klu xske..eemm

telo oh telo........

my heart juz ache........

my heart aches even more...juz cant handle it any more....mayb dia bkn utk ku....pd dia aku bkn siape2....aku hnya sorg yg dia knl..tu je..not more than dat....what should i do???usaha??da...byk cre da...but then he seem much farther than b4...mayb dia da de org yg dia mnt la kot....n org tu bkn nye aku...aku kne bgn dr mmp ni...bgn feez bgn.....jgn tlalu tikt perasaan tu.....kau kne sdr spe dri kau tu...jgn nak perasan k...dia bkn utk kau....sentiase ingt tu....

but.....y cant i juz ve a bit of happinest???xckup lg ke pe yg ko dpt slme sbln ni??kau ckup gmbre kn.....ckup2 la tu...bpjak la d bumi yg nyata feez...jgn bia dri tu hnyut lg...jgn bia kn hati tu skt lg....hati kau tu blom ckup kuat tuk trme kkcwaan lg...aku tkt 1 ari nnt kau da xde hati lg da...eemmm pe kau nak wat???kau ingt xspe dri kau tu??ingt2 la cket.....

tp apa slh aku??aku juz mmnti dia je...aku juz mau kn scbis kbhgian...cm org len...emm tp ati aku sgt skt ble dia mgelak dr aku...xpe la feez..trme je knyatan ini.....dia bkn utk mu n kau bkn utk dia...dia hnya pnbt hati mu yg lara sketika cuma...ingt la ada yg lg bek dr mereka2 yg pernah hdir dlm hdup mu....jgn bia kn dri mu hnyut dgn perasaan yg bkn sptt nya mjd milik mu....bia kn dia bhgia dgn cre nye klu bnar kamu mnyayangi dri nya....bia kn dia...

tp knp ari tu dia cm bg hrpan n noe dia juz missing...eemmm sgt xske perasan ni...n the memories keep on coming back...evry little piece of it.............